missing pen for few hours

yesterday while i was getting ready to go to office..i found my dearest pen is missing..(parker ball point)..she was with me for a long time..so i cant simply miss it..
i searched for few minutes..
i was sure that she was with me last night .
then as it was getting late..i left flat(manasa)..
i was thinking till reaching kalavara(kerala restaurant in velachery ,chennai).
i always felt its absense all the time at office..its first time i am missing it for such a long time.
i donno when i really start oving it this much..
may u feel like i am mad..yeah i really love it madly..i cant express the kind of joy it spreads once i start
writing with it..its like drizzling through letters..though i am not good in writing(i mean both by hand write & by literature),i really feel comfortable with it.
i reached back at around 11pm.
i started searching for it @ flat..i the meantime Nasheeda callled..we talked for some time..
Ausies were chazing south african total of 149..
at last i found it inside a textile cover..it somehow ( or by someone other than me)reached inside that cover...
hmmmmmmmmm
i cant miss it like anything...now it there in my pocket as usual...
if something is there with me for a couple of days,i really worried when i miss it for a while...