Acharya devo bhava

I dont have faith in external force which help us if we pray to him.
I consider the teachers as messengers to knowledge and anything unknown to me
Anything u can find good on me is due to such good teachers who taught me & only bad r due to me.. if i could achieve anything(ddint mean i achived sumthign in life)is due to them.

my mom is my first teacher..she is mathematics teacher..
i always had special love for mathematics teachers may b due to mom's subject is maths
the first teacher .. In LKG i had miss ,Vijayalakshmi miss she ws very caring
i was youngest in class....so got lot of chocalates from her
i met her few days back....
then tankamani teacher & govidankutty master in first LP school in valiyakkunnu
then i went to AUPS malappuram..there shyama teacher ,sobhana teacher..
sobhana teacher tauhgt me sanskrit...i was one of her all time favourite student...
i used to go to her house in Kottakkal its near to mom's house.
shyama teacher was my maths teacher ...so no more reason required to be my favourite teacher
when i went to school before joining company she blessed me by putting her hands above my head..though she seems to b joking its i feel like i really got blessed
the headmaster at that time was Narayanan master was one of my favourite teacher.i had great respect for him....Balachandran master....
then Usha teacher & sanskrit teacher at MSP
then i joined Valanchery high school...
Padmakumari teacher is my all time favourite teacher. she taught me in 10th
she was not only a teacher to me..she was behind each & everything good there...
and my fathers elder sister & uncle were also there...my hinhi teacher & sanskrit sir :)
and Sheela teacher...so many...
then praveena miss at engineering college..she is my relative & is a sanyasi in an ashram..
i like her very much..preethy teacher.veena miss..lekha miss also vineetha miss

Few Quotes

I have promises to keep and miles to go before i sleep
- Robert Frost

When going gets tough ,tough gets going

No. 2602 Mangalore Chennai Mail

i used to come back to chennai from home in chennai mail
it will reach kuttipuram in 6:48 pm 18:48 as railway says..
its a nice journey though i hate coming back to chennai..
lot of nostalgic thoughts ....
soon after train starts moving u can see nila....the river which can tell lot of things
on keralas beauty
then with in 45 minutes it will reach Shornur its main junction in kerala
i miss pattambi station ..."angane anu pattambi railway station undayatu" a famous joke in malayalam from our very own Lalettan
train will stop in shornur for a while....i have say so many things regarding this station
here is where me & Girish used to wait for amrita.....
Amrita express while studying in engineering college we used to go by this train
still many things i love this station and place for some unknown reason
then next is ottapalam ... a beautiful place...but railway station is small
i think we used to leave this station by 8:30 pm
u know still i am near the door..as i dont wana miss anything in these places
stilll hoping to meet ammini kutty OR nandini kutty of MT stories in thses places
still i didnt meet one
now its going to b olavokkode junction(palakkad junction)..time 9:00 pm
i am hungry now....i have food with me in bag...i will take it now...bye to homely food for a couple of weeks.....the train will cross the kerala border soon...
nothing left...just to fill my air pillow....and with my sweet bag i am going to sleep
i donno whether its Malai Vanakkam( good night in tamil) or subha ratri(good night in malayalam) but i am sure when i open my eyes its going to be kalai vanakkam(good morning in tamil)

alone in desert

its really hot in chennai nowadays
it seems it will reach peek by May...
hmmmmmmmmm
alone in desert.

Death of grand father

i didnt know till then whats death....(Even now)
my grand father died when i was in 4th std.
i went to school ..and at noon time my uncle(Narayanan Kutty mama) came to school to collect me
told me that grand father is not well & my father already left for valiyakunnu(Tharavadu)
we have some 40-50 km journey and all the time i was thinking about whats goiing to happen to grand father.
at last we reached valiyakunnu..There were a big crowd @ Tharavadu and my vallyamma(Fathers elder sister)
told me give water to Grand father..i did what she told few minutes after that he died..all started crying and one doctor checked him and closed his eyes....

he taught me many things.we used to spend lot of time for prayers..
he taught me mathematics..hindu praying...he used to tell me lot of stories from Mahabharata..ramayana..
he was very much devoted to rama

he was a hindi teacher and was a freedom fighter.His death created a big void to my life...which is still a dark hole....

She left me and left in me love for her

i never thought of missing u when i was with u..
its really painful missing you.

thanks for the good time you gave me..
still ...

i really want to stop it..still i cant stop myself
but the only think make me happy is that you are happy without me..

my first school...

I joined Viswasanthi Vidyalayam when i was just 3.
i used to go with Kiran.
One lady called Subhadra used to take us to KG & back..
Kunjimema(Fathers younger sister) & Achamma(Father's mom)used to make me ready to go to KG...
my sumi chechi(elder cousin) was also there in KG ...i used to finish my snacs quickly and will go to her class to take my share from her...she used to bring cream biscuits
the only teacher i remember there is Vijayalakshmi miss..
she was very good teacher.
i met her few days back..
stil she is as affectionate as she was before...

Vacation @ Kottakkal

Kottakkal is a beautiful place in Kerala..its in NH-17 near to Calicut.
My mom's house (Tharavadu) is in Kottakkal...its famous for Ayurvedic treatment.
As a kid i was always waiting for vacaton just to be in in Kottakkal.
i have many cousins and we enjoyed our vacation in a big house..
me,ranjith & rasmi chechi are of same age ..so are my best friends..
my brother & sreenath were the other team ..Biju ettan ,sreekanth ettan ,Sudhamama& Narayanan kuttimama used to be with us for all our fun...
in december vacation it was nice climate & Onam vacation it was deleicious food..
summer vacation Vishu celeberations..each time has sumthing to make all happy...
we all used to go to see fireworks in pooram...we enjoyed temple arts like kadakali ,kootu
at kottakkal...
i still remember at the time of load shedding we all lie down in corridor and start talking about many things..we used to make fun of others..enjoyed these time like anything...
if i miss such a get together sumtime i used to think about what all might said at time of power cut...yeah its always matters to me ..what others said...though i wont let others talk much..i used to talk a lot.stil when i am alone i used to think what others wana tell..may b only at that time i realize i have 2 ears & 1 mouth :-)
this is the thing i miss the most..i just wana a school boy again ....i need my vacation back....
it has gone & taken away all my happiness

Favourite Quote

"Once you start working on something, don't be afraid of failure and don't abandon it. People who work sincerely are the happiest." Chanakya (Indian politician, strategist and writer, 350 BC-275 BC )

"Karmanye Vadhikaraste Ma Phaleshu Kadachana, Ma Karma Phala Hetur Bhurmatey Sangostva Akarmani"
-Lord Krisha

"Ananyachintayanto mam Ye janah paryupasathe, te sham nityabhiyuktnam yogakshemam vahamyaham"
-Lord Krishna

"I have promises to keep and miles to go before i sleep"
-Robert Frost

Thousands of candles can be lighted from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be shortened. Happiness never decreases by being shared.
- Sree Buddha

Answers to few questions...

Identity :
"Idam sareeram Kaunteya, Kshetramit-yabhidheeyate"

Caste :
"Janmana Jayate Sudrah Karmana Jayate Dvijah "
Meaning : By birth one is a Sudra; by Karma (i.e., the investiture with the sacred thread) he becomes a Dvija or Brahmin.

Country :
"Himalyam SamarabhyaYavadindusarovaramTam Deonirmitam DeshamHindusthanam Prachakshate"
Meaning : The country which starts from Himalayas and the borders of which reach till the Indian Ocean (Indu Sarovaram), has been created by Gods and its name is Hindustan

Favourite Quotes :
"Aham Brahma Asmi"
"Ayam Atma Brahma"
"Pranjanam Brahma"
"tatwamasi"

one day international

i used to wake up at 10 am.
usually i never took breakfast..
some times i go to Bhoj Sagar near our flat or Kadambam
we used to cook dosa..but now fed up with dosa
i used to watch tv till 12 .mainly kairali tv cinema..cnn ibn news
but my friends never used to give me remote as i keep on changing channels
hmmmmmmmm
then i used to take lunch from Kalavara...a kerala restaurant with ashish.
then we will go to office...by 2pm i used to be here in office
then @ office till 11-12pm
this include time i spend in internet kiosk in verizon for chatting & mailing
after reaching back home i try to watch malayalam comedy programs & Smitha nairs news in cnn ibn
i love lady journalists
after that i wil move to bed ...good night i am sorry that i forgot to tell you good morning as i was busy in the morning

I am crazy about....

i want to see whole india..
i like travelling very much
also i like A R Rahman music very much.
also rafi's ,kishore kumars songs in hindi
i love malayalam songs..
High ways areother thing which always search in internet.
skyscrapercity.com
i used to read a lot about highways in india..
really looking forward for golden quadrilateral project!!!
about things i am possessing ..
my parker pen ,my new bag & few books i love them
i really love computers but after joining in s/w industry i just love one system
my pc at home not this with all softwares loaded (here no linux too)
then what i love palakkad district...many beautiful places
wana settle some where there ....
wana again in college for a couple of years..
missing college days..teachers..friends....