She left me and left in me love for her

i never thought of missing u when i was with u..
its really painful missing you.

thanks for the good time you gave me..
still ...

i really want to stop it..still i cant stop myself
but the only think make me happy is that you are happy without me..

my first school...

I joined Viswasanthi Vidyalayam when i was just 3.
i used to go with Kiran.
One lady called Subhadra used to take us to KG & back..
Kunjimema(Fathers younger sister) & Achamma(Father's mom)used to make me ready to go to KG...
my sumi chechi(elder cousin) was also there in KG ...i used to finish my snacs quickly and will go to her class to take my share from her...she used to bring cream biscuits
the only teacher i remember there is Vijayalakshmi miss..
she was very good teacher.
i met her few days back..
stil she is as affectionate as she was before...

Vacation @ Kottakkal

Kottakkal is a beautiful place in Kerala..its in NH-17 near to Calicut.
My mom's house (Tharavadu) is in Kottakkal...its famous for Ayurvedic treatment.
As a kid i was always waiting for vacaton just to be in in Kottakkal.
i have many cousins and we enjoyed our vacation in a big house..
me,ranjith & rasmi chechi are of same age ..so are my best friends..
my brother & sreenath were the other team ..Biju ettan ,sreekanth ettan ,Sudhamama& Narayanan kuttimama used to be with us for all our fun...
in december vacation it was nice climate & Onam vacation it was deleicious food..
summer vacation Vishu celeberations..each time has sumthing to make all happy...
we all used to go to see fireworks in pooram...we enjoyed temple arts like kadakali ,kootu
at kottakkal...
i still remember at the time of load shedding we all lie down in corridor and start talking about many things..we used to make fun of others..enjoyed these time like anything...
if i miss such a get together sumtime i used to think about what all might said at time of power cut...yeah its always matters to me ..what others said...though i wont let others talk much..i used to talk a lot.stil when i am alone i used to think what others wana tell..may b only at that time i realize i have 2 ears & 1 mouth :-)
this is the thing i miss the most..i just wana a school boy again ....i need my vacation back....
it has gone & taken away all my happiness

Favourite Quote

"Once you start working on something, don't be afraid of failure and don't abandon it. People who work sincerely are the happiest." Chanakya (Indian politician, strategist and writer, 350 BC-275 BC )

"Karmanye Vadhikaraste Ma Phaleshu Kadachana, Ma Karma Phala Hetur Bhurmatey Sangostva Akarmani"
-Lord Krisha

"Ananyachintayanto mam Ye janah paryupasathe, te sham nityabhiyuktnam yogakshemam vahamyaham"
-Lord Krishna

"I have promises to keep and miles to go before i sleep"
-Robert Frost

Thousands of candles can be lighted from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be shortened. Happiness never decreases by being shared.
- Sree Buddha

Answers to few questions...

Identity :
"Idam sareeram Kaunteya, Kshetramit-yabhidheeyate"

Caste :
"Janmana Jayate Sudrah Karmana Jayate Dvijah "
Meaning : By birth one is a Sudra; by Karma (i.e., the investiture with the sacred thread) he becomes a Dvija or Brahmin.

Country :
"Himalyam SamarabhyaYavadindusarovaramTam Deonirmitam DeshamHindusthanam Prachakshate"
Meaning : The country which starts from Himalayas and the borders of which reach till the Indian Ocean (Indu Sarovaram), has been created by Gods and its name is Hindustan

Favourite Quotes :
"Aham Brahma Asmi"
"Ayam Atma Brahma"
"Pranjanam Brahma"
"tatwamasi"

one day international

i used to wake up at 10 am.
usually i never took breakfast..
some times i go to Bhoj Sagar near our flat or Kadambam
we used to cook dosa..but now fed up with dosa
i used to watch tv till 12 .mainly kairali tv cinema..cnn ibn news
but my friends never used to give me remote as i keep on changing channels
hmmmmmmmm
then i used to take lunch from Kalavara...a kerala restaurant with ashish.
then we will go to office...by 2pm i used to be here in office
then @ office till 11-12pm
this include time i spend in internet kiosk in verizon for chatting & mailing
after reaching back home i try to watch malayalam comedy programs & Smitha nairs news in cnn ibn
i love lady journalists
after that i wil move to bed ...good night i am sorry that i forgot to tell you good morning as i was busy in the morning

I am crazy about....

i want to see whole india..
i like travelling very much
also i like A R Rahman music very much.
also rafi's ,kishore kumars songs in hindi
i love malayalam songs..
High ways areother thing which always search in internet.
skyscrapercity.com
i used to read a lot about highways in india..
really looking forward for golden quadrilateral project!!!
about things i am possessing ..
my parker pen ,my new bag & few books i love them
i really love computers but after joining in s/w industry i just love one system
my pc at home not this with all softwares loaded (here no linux too)
then what i love palakkad district...many beautiful places
wana settle some where there ....
wana again in college for a couple of years..
missing college days..teachers..friends....